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Some things just drain me so much. When they do, it's like my whole self goes into auto-pilot, conserving energy only for the vital things - smiling and joking with parents, keeping up with chores - and then nothing else. It's like my whole personality gets consumed by this emptiness of everything. I don't know what it takes to recover - it varies everytime. So hopefully sleep and work will help (though I'm not getting much sleep tonight - it's past midnight and I have to get up at 5:30 to get to work on time!)

It's just that the thing draining me right now...I don't know what to do about it. I don't know how to make it better. And that's really, really, fucking lame. I would be more pissed off, except...you got it! No energy for it. No time, even.

Writing about stuff used to help. So, throwing out a rope and hoping this will still help.

Wish me luck for work tomorrow!
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So someone reminded me that if I sign up for this thing, I should update it.

It's sunny and I'm going to go for a run soon. I know that [profile] geekwriter143 doesn't think 31 Celsius is hot, but daaaamn does walking in it suck. 

As of right now, I have my feet in a bucket of cold water. If my feet get hot, I feel hot all over. Thus, I must cool the feet. 

Tomorrow, I am going to my art teacher's house, as she is retiring and will miss us all, and despite my many moments of frustration and conflict with her, I will miss her (and art class, damn require courses!) so it will be enjoyable.

Here's MY summer to-do list.

-FINISH Socials 10 correspondence. I have procrastinated for a whole year, and now the deadline is coming up in two months. I'll update in a few days with my schedule.
-Read Macbeth and do the work. Due before July 15 (efff...) 
-Read 1984 and send in the work as well (August 15 effff...)
-Continue the exercise that my awesome gym teacher finally got me to enjoy (he's leaving too, what?) but more specifically, I want to workout with papercrown, who I don't hang out with enough EVER, and she'd motivate me (rail-thin chicky with perfect English and cheekbones of doom? Heck yes!)
-Get a better bod (I want to shop at normal stores again, /grumblegrumble)
-Increase work hours so that it'll balance out with the month I'm taking off. I want to make about $800-$1000 this month...so that means 100-125 hours. That's 25-32 hours a week. That's four eight hour shifts a week...I can SO do that! YES!

Alright, this list will probably be added to, but that's the core of it right there. 
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Sorry about those two massive posts with Bible passages. See, I procrastinated with a Bible stories project (rewriting them into a children's book-type thing, just so we understand the stories often referenced in literature) and this morning my printer jammed, so I couldn't take the original passages to school to work through lunch, so I panicked. Then I remembered that our school's computers don't block lj, thank goodness, so I posted them here to refer to in school.

So that's that. I'm going to nearly fail the project, I swear, but I'm pretty sure I did good enough to pass. I hope.

I recently got a job, which is awesome, because even if it's minimum wage (for goodness sake, it's the best you can get at my age unless you have an 'in' - a parent, an older friend...yeesh.) it's money that will continue to come in. For instance, if I buy something that uses up a lot of my current money, I don't have to panic about making the rest last until Christmas or my birthday. I -will- get another paycheck! 

I'm honestly happy. The fast-food place I work at isn't bad at all (it's not a burger-joint/fried food kind of place) and the uniform rocks. I don't get paid 'training wage' and my manager believes in the power of school and good sleep, so isn't giving me bad shifts at all.

I just wish the owner wouldn't take away a fellow trainee on a Sunday. I live in Christ-ville, people come in a rush after church! Two people isn't going to cut it.

Anyway, thank you for being patient. 

(Praise gorgy-porgy Hera XD )


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